the darkest day of my life

jan 10th.......the day i never wanna recall in my life...i call it as the darkest day in my life...i call it as the "BLACK DAY".
our university exams were running in the month of jan...& according to the time table i had taken down,my forthcoming exam was on jan11th..morning as usual i slept upto 8.30 am,since i slept late nite at 2.30 am in the morning.....a die hard preparation for my favourite subject(since it was the easiest in the 5th sem of b.tech)......
my sister came to my bedroom in the morning & as a fun she told,"veena get up..today u have exam......its 8.30 am".......i immediately woke up with a shock.......then i realized she was jus making a fool out of me......i got up from the bed & went on with my daily routines....tomorrow's exam was the only thing in my mind.......suddenly a phone came saying exam was today!!!!!!i burst into tears...i started fainting........& cried out loudly like a mad being...by the time it was 9.20 am....exam starts at 9.30 am......i was at home......it takes atleast 1hr to reach coll in car.......my sister took the car .....& me entered the back seat & continued crying.....sis tried her max to take me to coll as afast as possible.......she drove the car at 140km/hr(first time in her life!)......the car went thru the vytilla bypass......to add upto all these mess....a heavy block was there to greet me whole the way.......now time is 9.30 am....time to start my exam.......but the college authorities said,if i reach at 10am i will be allowed to write.....after that,they cud do nothing...that was a bit relaxation for me......then that time i felt liuke such heavy blocks,i have never met in my life.....(though its common in kochi).......my friend's father then decided to take me in his bike to coll,so that i can escape from this dirty block......so i started going with uncle.......but the things went worse.....that bike was bit damaged 7 smokes were coming heavily out of it.......it didnt went over 50km/hr........i didn knw wot to do then..........mind was in a frozen state,,,,,,,,,,still a long way to college..........in between somany trafiic signals i met with...........all against me in writing exam.........i somhow reached the college at 10.30 am.........
i went to see the colle authorities....but all said as it was 1hr late......the chance of writing was null....coz the exam was under the control of university......i went weeping.......but my teachers were trying to cheer m up.....they asked me to prepare well for the next exam.....

by the time momy & sis reached college.....& they took me back home..........we went straight away to ammath.....& then again abck to home.........still that heavy block which ruined my exam & life was not leaving me to worsen my mood..........we were in the block for 2hrs...we reached our place....& i was taken straight away to hospital & was admitted since i was not feeling well........they put drips.....was there in the hospital for hours......after that they let me go........when i reached home,i was not able to face daddy since he scolded my mommy for my silliness in taking down the wrong time table.......parents then took a decision to put me in hostel from next semester.....i had no other option.....so said "YES" though unwillingly....coz time & distance were the villains for me........evening friends called me.....none of them knew i had a wrong idea on the date.......
God might have decided that i shudnt write that exam.........till 4th sem i was one among the toppers in the class with full pass in all subjects....but in this vth sem,i cudnt write one exam & that feather in my cap has been blown away.........still i hope something better will be awaiting for me somewhere somehow sometime........hoping for that,,,,,,,,,,PLzzzzzzzzzzzz Goddddd dnt leave my hand!!!!!!!!!

my school dayz!!!!!!!!!

The best part of life!!!!!!!!!oops!!!!!while saying this i feel nostalgic........coz am missing those days like anything........the time when i never knew nor rather never cared abt the realities of life......i had my own world with good friends all around.........but i guess,even then i loved loneliness........but being with friends was a different feeling......fighting with ma frends was not so far......that too occured occassionally.......& guess i was also known for my hot tempered nature......i studied in a mixed school......kendriya vidyalaya.......children from almost all part of india i have mingled up with.......KV had influenced a lot in molding up my character........we had a gang in our school.......all mischeives were done together.......& our ma'm had a tough time with us......but hey!!!!!dnt think that we r good for nothing.........we all maintained to score good marks in our academics.......thank god!!! that could be one reason,why we were not suspended!!!!!!ha ha.......juz kidding........coming to my 11th & 12th std life.........i met the friends who values friendship at its best/////////they helped me to change my character from being silent to a talkative girl........they have touched my mind emotionally......now all are studying in different places........but still those all sweet memories says that they are not that far from me!!!!!!!!!

my college days.....

the second phase of my life started in my college........now am doing my 3rd year b.tech.......the college seems to be juz like a school........it doesnt have the colours of a college nor the fun we had in our school...........this made me sad when i enetered the college in my first year.......but got a few good friends here too......thats wot keeps me going in my college........now one more year left to complete our so called"engineering degree....."frendz all say they will miss the college after one year,,,,,,,,but to be frank,am rather happy to leave the college so fast........but sure,i will miss some of the elements in our college........the timely gossips,activities with my friends,ragging our juniors.......etc.etc......hey is this ragging punishable????i was a bad victim of ragging from my seniors......though not much,i cried that time....so when our juniors came,i thought of doing the same.....but poor they.....we didnt do anything harm to them..........hmmmmmm......

the main attraction of our coll life is the arts fest & college day celeberations........wow!!!!!its the time when we enjoy to our peak in our college.......uuf!!!!! i know i will miss that later........we have a gang who gets on to the stage for dancing & other activities during these fests.....

lets see how far i can enjoy my college in the coming one more year!!!!!!!!